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Dear AT&T.. probably check to see what kind of computer people are using before you install a router that you know is not compatible with Apple products.. just a thought...

ugh..

This Drugs Inc. show is driving me nuts.. if these people really care about the public safety then rather than going and making all of these "Designer" drugs illegal..why don't they make the drugs that have been used for years upon years and had ZERO deaths related to it..that all of these bath salts and such are labeled "Not for human consumption" are trying to mimic.. how bout we legalize the real things. All these drugs are killing people..WAKE UP!! Wish there was something I could do to change things.. helpless.. nobody listens..

Maybe this is wrong..

I'm not trying to offend anyone.. and I'm sorry if you have lost someone to a situation like this but every time I see a case where someone overdoses or has a deadly combination of pain pills I always think to myself "I told you so".. maybe it's time we legalize marijuana..? I mean there have been 0 cases of death caused by it.. it doesn't cause cancer..I mean they prescribe it to CANCER patients..There is also lot's of money to be made and it might as well go into the hands of the government rather than the streets where only those taking risks benefit from it. When you have both the chief of police and the head drug dealers both wanting pot to be illegal .. somebody is wrong.. Not to mention the health factor.. it is soo much better for you than alcohol and tobacco. People say it's a gateway drug? Probably not if you make it available.. the main reason people try new drugs is because of the black market..but this is just my opinion.. hope someone finds this and maybe causes you to think a bit..Oh and that whole "It makes you lazy" how bout near almost every musician that has had a successful career has smoked pot? Ted Turner.. joint a day.. ok.. done..

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Who is this girl?

Who is this beautiful Arizona football fan?
What a great smile.. just saw it.. wondered where i might find her.. stalkerish? .. i dont' think so.. ha ha.. for real though.. she's cute..

memories...

It's neat how many memories you make throughout life. Some small things that might not mean a thing to another that is involved in that same memory. Yet, if you try to remember something you did last week it's not easy to recall. I often wonder how accurate my memories are and if some of them have been skewed and stretched along the way, or if some memories might be just you recalling stories that you've heard older people tell about you, absorbing other people's memories of you into your own Memories are triggered by virtually every sense that you have. Sight, sound, touch, taste, and smell and also memories that just seem to wander in from out of nowhere. Memories can also trigger other memories and send you rushing down a rapid of events and friends, places and pets. I guess the reason that memories are so easily triggered with me is because it's easier to look back into the past than it is to look at an uncertain future. Just gotta keep your head up, and keep making memories....

For a moment i went back in time...

I had this brief moment today when I felt as if I had traveled back in time. What triggered it was a combination of things beginning with me discovering that The Wonder Years was on netflix watch instantly as well as noticing while I was taking a picture through my camera phone and looking through the view on the phone's screen (for some reason when i "go back in time" the picture quality changes ha) but.. all of the brown tones along with the picture quality. The memories that all exist in this house of me and my family, far apart on this globe but somehow still connected in a weird but understood way. It makes me want to find dad's old ugly ass green chair that I would sit in and eat dad's popcorn and drink his club soda drink mom always fixed him. I would always watch the discovery channel and always ask dad questions and he would always respond with "if you'll shut your mouth they'll tell you" and always to my surprise they would answer the question that I had just finished saying. I'm glad my parents taught me how to listen. If people would listen about half as much as they talk we'd be better off.. guess i've rambled enough now...

long time no blog..

Not that anyone reads this but just in case someone stumbles upon this i got some stuff to say.. Odd how if one is addicted to drugs people are just jumping at the bit to help them get their life on track.. but one with two associates degrees, one Psychology, and one Drafting Design Technology. Is just left to fend for himself, I go to the Career Center here in town and ask for help getting a job and they hand me a phone book... gee, thanks.. oh well, things will work out.. soon hopefully