Frustrating...

I need a real job...somewhere..GAP just doesn't pay me well enough and I actually make more online than I do at GAP..I just need a more steady income...I cannot find a job online ..I just don't know the right people..I just wish I could find one person that needed a design ..that I could do right before my 30 day free trial on the Adobe software runs out but they are sneaking up on me and I hate not being able to help out around here..I'm broke all the time and all I pay for is my food and gas...ugh...how frustrating...